Feelings.

My feelings getin bad and bad.
Should i express out? Or just keep in my own?
But i think is not so serious to let everyone to know it.
Myb i not suppose to hear or think everything useless.
Or myb i really need someone to talk to.
All bad mood turn out..i didnt feel wan to talk to anyone.
Why cant you just learn to appreciate everything you have?
Include me. You love ur friends more than me ):
What do you feel if you in my place? You think im Happy?
Can you understanding a girl feelings?
I need you to understanding me ):
You rather spend ur whole life with ur friends neither me.
I just took 1day from you to spend with me. Is that so hard for you?
You rather to break ur promise to me and didnt care what i feel.
You feel out with ur friends more fun more happier? Did you ever think bout me?
What i feel? Did you care bout me?
I act like i didnt knw anything. I act like im Stupid!
But please be for sure that im NOT okay!
I act Stupid jus dwanna get any arguement wit you.
But you still can go on with ur attitude!
Ur life is full of lie! I feel very tired for being ur gf.
All the things i done, But you just don't appreciate what i did!
You don't feel anything special from me. You are selfish!
I duwan to hear ur dirty story from ur friends anymore.
I dwan to act ur Stupid and Dumb dolls anymore.

NewYear Eve.

NewYear Eve doesnt mean anything to me.
I take it as a normal days to pass. Im LAME.
Once i log in to my fb, evryone like so exicted for NY Eve.
And i..do nothg. Didnt feel anything diffn on this year.
This year past vry fast. And i hope evry year past vry fast too (;
I wanted to celebrate with the close wan, tht easily to start a conclusion.and wont feel awkward.
My mood vry down. Is like the person i trust and appreciate break my heart ): And myb....
I saw ur real charaters. U not tat good as i taught, Myb i not suppose to bein too serious on those normal things (:
Im learning to appreciate ppl tht worth. *wink*
But im still luckly to having my precious family (;
And my most trusted sister ♥
Okies..i trying to repair my feeling (:
Wish goin to be better sooon. I hope (;
Ahuh..Bed..ddyy time..Goodnight evrybdy ♥

28DEC

A blink of eyes Christmas is over.
And soon..New Year ♥
But i dun care bout New Year..
I care bout Chinese New Year lar of cuz *wink*
For me..New Year is nothin much diffrent.
As i noe..i least hav the chance to chill wit those festivity.
Nvm..is okay to me (:
Im in dilemma. Is kinna shit! I getin worse.
I take over dos food ! Enuf to myslf! 
I do all nonsense things all the time. 
Is bored to havin tis kind of life..i feeling lik givin up.
Hope something could change my life (: Wishinggg..

Nahhhhh..tis is FAT! Round Fattyy Porky Fleshly Buxom!
I gonna get a double chin soon..I need DIET!
The clock is pointing to 5a.m now..Oh NO!
Im scared..Im all alone! Bed time (:
Good Night everyone! ♥

20/12/2010

No idea for the date again. My brain is blank.
I jus think nonsense.Im sensitive.
Easily mad to someone.My imagination are strong.
Thn misunderstanding othrs.
Okay..honestly..i love my life now (:

 I love my frens..n my most good fren (:
And the most beloves.....
My Sis  and   Fish Ang ♥
I love them..they are my liveblood.
I had a boring life. Nobody wan's too ): But i have it.

But at least i still hav Fish Ang ♥
She is a wonderful friend. even she is straight forward person.
But she kinna kind girl (:
Thnks for everything..I Love You!
Okays..is middle of the night, n i cant sleep.

Somethings jus making me not in a mood.
Those things jus pops into my brain.n start thinkin
I wish i can get a better life.
Okay..sleep nw,wish evrything will be better tmrw (:
Good Night ♥

19 Dec♥

Okay..nothin to blog about.
Jus feel wan to blog nonsense stuff (:
I exhausted..but i drink money!!
Waitin for my salary..*excited*
Okay..my days are hard to pass..so i do nothin
LIFELESS ):

I like to upload my new pic to my blog.
Cause is more private (:

Okay..update soon(:
Cause i hav plenty of time..byee (: